Dear You, (rant)

So, I'm going to be trying out for musicals in communities and college in the future, and I was wondering what I was lacking in my auditions and call backs, primarily this year. I felt like I was just as prepared or more than other auditioners, and my heart was determined to attain somewhat of a role, something minor but above what I've been given. Prostitute (Solo) my senior year? Is this because of West Side Story? Because that was two years ago, I was depressed, and I would have hoped you noticed I've gotten a little more mature since then. So a junior, who has a bad history with me gets the part I wanted. And I bought you cookies and you wrote me such a good letter and shes just more immature and less motivated than me. She's not even in Chamber Choir. Just give her my solo too then, the prostitute and I'm sure you were never even considering me for the Kirby. Like who else has heard that solo for four years in a row? Just give it to her. She didnt even try out. She doesnt even try, and everyone... even people who aren't like friends of either of us genuinely say I am better. Your loss.