Visions and Glimpses

Already this summer is the best ever. I'm so in love and so are my friends. I've been keeping pretty busy with my social life mostly spending time with my man. Fathers Day was very sunny and nice although my own dad was under the weather.

One of the most important things to me is adventure. Even doing something ordinary can be an adventure if you do it with someone else. Like when I tag along with Gian to run errands it is an adventure because having someone else along makes it fun. I always get something different at the grocery store. I think I'll have to keep it cheap next time because on Monday we got Ben & Jerry's. Turned out there were tornadoes so we lit candles in the kitchen which has a sort of green house and watched the thunder with our pint of Phish Food. Deeeelish.

I was never looking for love or even a relationship, but I'm not one to not let things flow. I wasn't flowing that direction but since someone else was being cool enough for me to want to go that way I didn't resist. I'm so glad I let myself fall for Gian. I've remained independent for the most part but managed to let him close. I love his taste for the arts and I love everything he says. I love what annoys him about me. I love his laugh! It's so funny (: I love when he is tipsy and gets all mushy. I'm still all melted, as you can read, from some cute gushy talk from last night. I'm just on such a high note with this whole thing. I'm kind of a roller coaster all the time with how I feel about romantic objects so I'm lovin' this.

I just hate thinking about the future. College and all that. I'm super excited. It's going to be the bomb .com and all. Even though I can't make promises (I'm young and still probably fickle) I daydream us settling. It's what everyone does in love, but I'm dating a guy who is just reaching the age of acceptable settling. I think the social "norm" for settling is 25-31 and he'll be 25 this year (although I admit my brain says "sure i guess 25 but no limit and I try not to judge early bloomers")

Today I watched Kyle skate for about an hour. He stood up for me to this stoner ungraduated douche (he was supposed to grad this year, ew) and we talked about relationships and drama and shit. I lovee dudes in love. They're cool. I love hearing a dude talk about his girl, bc it's like anyone can act like they like a girl to their face but when they're gone it's different.