Visions and Glimpses

If you tell your parents you're in love, they scrutinize the other person and find their flaws. They already do that now when they haven't been informed I'm serious for Gian. If you don't tell your parents you're serious with someone, they don't let you see them as often and they judge them maybe more openly. Either way, I've always hated being in relationships as long as I live in this not understanding home.

I'm looking forward to college and I'm scared. I'm scared I will stop thinking about Gian although now that sounds crazy. I'm looking forward to college because I really want a girlfriend or a girlfriend type laady. Plus my parents won't know when Gian visits or if I have a girlfriend. They don't know I'm not straight.