a. Dear Gian

Pain shouldn't be associated with dying. pain is living. when you die your brain releases serotonin, noraprenephrine, adrenaline, and endorphins among other happy chemicals. Happiness is dying.

All my philosophy is going to lead to my death, since it's always so depressing. I like it, but it's borderline dangerous. Don't worry, I'm not planning on dying until after I'm 40ish.