16.7.10
Dear Gian, [Updated]
Here is a list of music I still want. By the way, the Talking Heads CD only gave me 3 songs and none of them are Once in a Lifetime.. so they're on this list.
talking headscanyons of staticjohn the savageall your stuffthe gwen steph sounding band ..tiger army?boc
some trip-hop!
fable & the world flat
more beatles, please
sublime
the cd you bought when lauren came over, her name might've been Emilie?
do you have classical music on cd?
flaming lips
unkle
the cure
jeff beck
murder by death
mars volta
peyroux
YAY
13.7.10
From The Daily Green
watermelon and cherry salad with mint
REUSE ALUMINUM FOIL :D I know it's not our 10y ann, but let's make art (:
cheap food ...college?
REUSE ALUMINUM FOIL :D I know it's not our 10y ann, but let's make art (:
cheap food ...college?
9.7.10
It's cliche, it's happened before, everyone's heard it over and over and over.
I do a little geek out hurricane dance. I just feel so much of one thing, but also a lot of things. I hate how I sound. I hate how typical it all is.
In the middle of the night
you know those half-asleep
kisses that happen when the hours are small and the streets are
dark, quiet?
that's my favorite kind of kiss it makes my
little legs
dance and my greedy hands pull you forward and there's no way you
could be close enough to me
goodness, i'm such a softy these days.
kisses that happen when the hours are small and the streets are
dark, quiet?
that's my favorite kind of kiss it makes my
little legs
dance and my greedy hands pull you forward and there's no way you
could be close enough to me
goodness, i'm such a softy these days.
8.7.10
movies! '~ᴗ~'
chocolat,
the science of sleep,
fight club,
the beach,
up in the air,
fear and loathing in lv,
shutter island,
The Last Picture Show,
Cinema Paradiso,
American
History X,
Alice Doesn't Live Here Anymore,
grand isle,
Lonesome Dove,
the graduate,
Animal House,
Road Trip,
Van Wilder,
Back to School
Rock School
freeway amadeus
no direction home
the science of sleep,
the beach,
up in the air,
fear and loathing in lv,
shutter island,
The Last Picture Show,
Cinema Paradiso,
American
History X,
Alice Doesn't Live Here Anymore,
grand isle,
Lonesome Dove,
the graduate,
Animal House,
Road Trip,
Van Wilder,
Back to School
Rock School
7.7.10
You're too smart and talented to be wasting your time on that crap when you could be doing stuff that's really cool and creating stuff or at least spending all your internet talking with friends instead of strangers and whiny messageboard geeks. I feel like all these things make people dumber and more closed-minded.The above is my inspiration to give away my childhood hobby, Gaiaonline, to my friend Emily S. I deleted fukung.net from my history so i don't go back. I'm going to read more and try to create something. I need to rehearse songs for the Giovanni and Emily un named duo project. I'm glad I'm purging these things from my life. I used to spend an embarrassing amount of time on the internet.
5.7.10
If you tell your parents you're in love, they scrutinize the other person and find their flaws. They already do that now when they haven't been informed I'm serious for Gian. If you don't tell your parents you're serious with someone, they don't let you see them as often and they judge them maybe more openly. Either way, I've always hated being in relationships as long as I live in this not understanding home.
I'm looking forward to college and I'm scared. I'm scared I will stop thinking about Gian although now that sounds crazy. I'm looking forward to college because I really want a girlfriend or a girlfriend type laady. Plus my parents won't know when Gian visits or if I have a girlfriend. They don't know I'm not straight.
I'm looking forward to college and I'm scared. I'm scared I will stop thinking about Gian although now that sounds crazy. I'm looking forward to college because I really want a girlfriend or a girlfriend type laady. Plus my parents won't know when Gian visits or if I have a girlfriend. They don't know I'm not straight.
28.6.10
Higher
I am super pumped for college at Eau Claire after Orientation today!
We stayed at the lovely Plaza. I was worried bc I hadn't seen the downtown of ec and all i had seen were big ass stores and a starbucks. LUCKILY there is a tea house AND a coffee house both with frequent live music and poetry slams and such.
I got put in the wrong orientation group: the Undecideds. It confused me and made me think that I wouldn't get into the closed classes and I thought I got in a less good choir. It was very stressful and my Adviser at the time didn't seem to make an effort to fix the problem. A music professor was notified of my displacement and fixed my enrolling account and got all my music info sorted (I am now a voice major) I also got into Women's Chorale!
One of the best things about the day was that during my voice placement audition, Dr. S. began by reading me an email. This is really close to word for word: "Emily is a fantastic soprano. She sang the solo in the Dello Joio for the WCDA Convention in 2009. Emily is also a wonderful human being."
From that point I felt confident and like I was really meant to do this.
Another great feature of the day was the attention my hometown got. Dr. R, the helpful music professor noted how his student teaching experience there was the best experience of his life. He student taught under the former choir director who retired nearly over 10 years ago, Mr. Jacobi. Mr. Jacobi is a very joyful and thoughtful man, the professor and I shared a warm distinction of him. Dr. S who heard my audition was the director of Mr. Wanner, my high school choral director. Mr. Wanner loves talking about his college choir experience, and as his name gains attention in the choir world, Dr. S. knows him and is very proud. They are still friends. As I was exiting the student union, a professor held the door open for my family and I, read our name tags that revealed our home, and asked us where in Muskego we lived. Although we described the area, he didnt seem to know which is to be expected since our part is forgotten by your average Muskego resident. Shortly after, he mentioned he grew up on the first road in our subdivision off the main Muskego roadway, Janesville. What a small world.
I was really happy my bag got compliments
Lauren and I plan on doing bunk beds in our dorm. I have a moon chair, but a futon will fit too.
College will be so fun. I saw a lot of organizations I'd love to learn more about such as West African Music, Feminists, and Habitat for Humanities.
We stayed at the lovely Plaza. I was worried bc I hadn't seen the downtown of ec and all i had seen were big ass stores and a starbucks. LUCKILY there is a tea house AND a coffee house both with frequent live music and poetry slams and such.
I got put in the wrong orientation group: the Undecideds. It confused me and made me think that I wouldn't get into the closed classes and I thought I got in a less good choir. It was very stressful and my Adviser at the time didn't seem to make an effort to fix the problem. A music professor was notified of my displacement and fixed my enrolling account and got all my music info sorted (I am now a voice major) I also got into Women's Chorale!
One of the best things about the day was that during my voice placement audition, Dr. S. began by reading me an email. This is really close to word for word: "Emily is a fantastic soprano. She sang the solo in the Dello Joio for the WCDA Convention in 2009. Emily is also a wonderful human being."
From that point I felt confident and like I was really meant to do this.
Another great feature of the day was the attention my hometown got. Dr. R, the helpful music professor noted how his student teaching experience there was the best experience of his life. He student taught under the former choir director who retired nearly over 10 years ago, Mr. Jacobi. Mr. Jacobi is a very joyful and thoughtful man, the professor and I shared a warm distinction of him. Dr. S who heard my audition was the director of Mr. Wanner, my high school choral director. Mr. Wanner loves talking about his college choir experience, and as his name gains attention in the choir world, Dr. S. knows him and is very proud. They are still friends. As I was exiting the student union, a professor held the door open for my family and I, read our name tags that revealed our home, and asked us where in Muskego we lived. Although we described the area, he didnt seem to know which is to be expected since our part is forgotten by your average Muskego resident. Shortly after, he mentioned he grew up on the first road in our subdivision off the main Muskego roadway, Janesville. What a small world.
I was really happy my bag got compliments
Lauren and I plan on doing bunk beds in our dorm. I have a moon chair, but a futon will fit too.
College will be so fun. I saw a lot of organizations I'd love to learn more about such as West African Music, Feminists, and Habitat for Humanities.
25.6.10
23.6.10
One of the most important things to me is adventure. Even doing something ordinary can be an adventure if you do it with someone else. Like when I tag along with Gian to run errands it is an adventure because having someone else along makes it fun. I always get something different at the grocery store. I think I'll have to keep it cheap next time because on Monday we got Ben & Jerry's. Turned out there were tornadoes so we lit candles in the kitchen which has a sort of green house and watched the thunder with our pint of Phish Food. Deeeelish.
I was never looking for love or even a relationship, but I'm not one to not let things flow. I wasn't flowing that direction but since someone else was being cool enough for me to want to go that way I didn't resist. I'm so glad I let myself fall for Gian. I've remained independent for the most part but managed to let him close. I love his taste for the arts and I love everything he says. I love what annoys him about me. I love his laugh! It's so funny (: I love when he is tipsy and gets all mushy. I'm still all melted, as you can read, from some cute gushy talk from last night. I'm just on such a high note with this whole thing. I'm kind of a roller coaster all the time with how I feel about romantic objects so I'm lovin' this.
I just hate thinking about the future. College and all that. I'm super excited. It's going to be the bomb .com and all. Even though I can't make promises (I'm young and still probably fickle) I daydream us settling. It's what everyone does in love, but I'm dating a guy who is just reaching the age of acceptable settling. I think the social "norm" for settling is 25-31 and he'll be 25 this year (although I admit my brain says "sure i guess 25 but no limit and I try not to judge early bloomers")
Today I watched Kyle skate for about an hour. He stood up for me to this stoner ungraduated douche (he was supposed to grad this year, ew) and we talked about relationships and drama and shit. I lovee dudes in love. They're cool. I love hearing a dude talk about his girl, bc it's like anyone can act like they like a girl to their face but when they're gone it's different.
I've listened to Home By Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros forever.
home is wherever im with you.
15.6.10
8.6.10
Running on Empty
That chapter is ending Sunday. It will be a milestone.
I remembered today that Nick didn't graduate high school. Nick LeClaire. I didn't know him well and I can't even picture his face all too clearly.
Well, I don't know how to feel because accomplishment is what I feel but really, I could've done it blind and deaf. What did I accomplish in high school? Nothing too far above all the stoners and dumbasses I walked the halls with. Then again I'm in the lower of the top 25% but I still got awarded and shit.
I'm so happy I can move forward. High school was fun but not good enough for me.
I remembered today that Nick didn't graduate high school. Nick LeClaire. I didn't know him well and I can't even picture his face all too clearly.
Well, I don't know how to feel because accomplishment is what I feel but really, I could've done it blind and deaf. What did I accomplish in high school? Nothing too far above all the stoners and dumbasses I walked the halls with. Then again I'm in the lower of the top 25% but I still got awarded and shit.
I'm so happy I can move forward. High school was fun but not good enough for me.
7.6.10
2.6.10
1.6.10
Love.
Pizza at the ever-so-hipster Classic Slice
was lovely, delicious
kiss
sat in house
at the table like a real couple that lives
together.
sat in the nice weather back yard
you with guitar
me with Sonja, a bass guitar.
peak peace moments of my life,
time soo slow and good
I'm not good at the instrument but it still makes me happy to play with you
Pizza at the ever-so-hipster Classic Slice
was lovely, delicious
kiss
sat in house
at the table like a real couple that lives
together.
sat in the nice weather back yard
you with guitar
me with Sonja, a bass guitar.
peak peace moments of my life,
time soo slow and good
I'm not good at the instrument but it still makes me happy to play with you
31.5.10
7 layer taco salad
order of ingredients from bottom to top:
- refried beans
- sour cream mixed with taco spice (the meat seasoning stuff) mix it in the sour cream container 1st
- shredded cheese (we used cheddar and against my judgment it was good)
- guacamole
- chopped tomatoes, black olives, and chopped green onions
My favorite chips are Mission chips because they're sooo cheap and taste more home made
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